Stubbornness

This week my assignment is to read Exodus. I guess you don't have to call it an assignment because it should be an enjoyment but I do have a goal to meet. Reading through the first 12 chapters has been great so far. Moses has been pleading with Pharaoh to let his people go but has failed time after time. God even says that though Pharaoh will be stubborn, it is only to multiply his miraculous signs and wonders in the land of Egypt. After ten plagues and the firstborns dying in all of Egypt, Pharaoh finally lets the Israelites go. There exodus from Egypt is finally complete. When wrapping up the night, this thought has entered my mind. Will the Lords intention for a stubborn heart always lead to us understanding his miraculous signs and wonders? Of course OT times are different from now but it is a question to ponder. Will my stubbornness in times of lukewarmness magnify God's glory? I sure hope so and I pray it never gets to that point again ever. But at the same time, I am thankful God does show us his glory in the good and in the bad times.

2.28.12

I find it fascinating almost every time when the day comes to an end. My days recently this term have been filled with a lot of studying. But at the same time, though this term by far is the toughest I've had, I've have more time to seek God through his Word. If I wasn't in this Ironman challenge with a group of guys, maybe I'd be in bed by now. Each day these last few months has taught me so much and I can totally see God's hand in everything. Not everything is perfect all the time, but I try and see the good out of it. Recently I have been at a crossroads with my job. People can share their experiences all the time. But for me their has not been a day that I have off that my boss seems to call me or has something to ask. A complete micro manager which could be good or bad. Today I thought I would be funny to ignore his phone call this morning at work and had money on it that he would call within 5 minutes. It only took two but I was still impressed. Three phone calls later and I figured something serious was going on. I will leave the rest of the story up for interpretation but a verse I come back to more than ever now is Romans 12:10-12. I love how the NLT version states the verse. It says:

"Love each other with genuine affection and take delight in honoring each other. Never be lazy, but work hard and serve the Lord enthusiastically. Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying"


This verse can be applicable anywhere but for me the never be lazy and work hard for the Lord really gets me. No matter how many times I can complain about my job, I have a job so I should be thankful. God has me their at this moment for a reason. Though I may not agree with half of what my boss has to say, I have to honor him. This is a constant struggle everyday with whatever it maybe. For the time being and what was on my mind tonight, this was it. So, whenever you are discouraged at the workplace or wish you has a job somewhere else, remember what we are called to do. God knows our plans, it is our job to trust him with it.

Nightly Words For Thought

I figured it has been a while and thought it would be good to check in. Nice to be back. As I write this entry the clock has struck midnight and it has really been on my heart to journal down my thoughts nightly and see what common theme shows up in my walk. Starting tomorrow I am gonna try and see what it looks like to journal every thought that either is on my heart or that God revivals to me. Not all will be posted but having continual followers would be cool. Since I won't be on Facebook to see your thoughts I hope whatever is on my heart and mind for the particular night, I pray it blesses you. Test trial coming your way, now it is time for bed :)